I am a queer girl from Portland, OR. These are things that grab my attention plus personal ramblings. Visual stimulation meets Lustful saturation. U.G.H.S. = Ultimate Group Hot ShitTumblr (3.0; @ughs)http://ughs.tumblr.com/<iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/G2fOum_KWQU?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p>I haven’t drank in over 3 weeks.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/44769791057http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/44769791057Wed, 06 Mar 2013 22:20:45 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a65896d54ebafef300c7606a756c090b/tumblr_migy7oEwm11qkobvoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I miss <b>you</b> crawling into bed with me, slipping in next to me, feeling <b>your</b> skin on my skin. Or <b>your</b> head in my lap. I miss our intimacy.</p> <p>This makes me think of our second date laying next to each other watching a movie after I made <b>you</b> dinner, watching<b> you</b> sleep cuddled up next to me. </p> <p>I was<b> your</b> safe place and <b>your</b> nightmare at the same time, as <b>you</b> were for me.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/44360893632http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/44360893632Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:02:00 -0800<iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/FOjdXSrtUxA?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p>This song is currently ripping the stitches out of my heart. I have listened to it at least 30 times today. It makes me remember how things use to be, when it was, fresh, new, raw love. Laying in bed with fingertips on skin, not caring if it was 4am. Opened mouth kisses that felt like fresh air. Listening to breath go in and out, brushing away hair. Things I will never have again and so it breaks my heart again and again.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/43709836759http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/43709836759Thu, 21 Feb 2013 23:04:54 -0800<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_37465417642" src="http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/37465417642/audio_player_iframe/ughs/tumblr_mepghb7t0r1qfjloj?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fughs%2F37465417642%2Ftumblr_mepghb7t0r1qfjloj" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="85"></iframe><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/37465417642http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/37465417642Sat, 08 Dec 2012 01:17:35 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8kvf4MUoI1qa54fco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I have decided as a chapter closes in my life that I will be ending this blog too. I feel this blog has been the ups and downs of a relationship that I am no longer in. I will be starting a new one at some point soon. If you’re interested in following me there send me a message and I will give you my new name. Otherwise thank you for everything you have shared with me.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33098798561http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33098798561Sun, 07 Oct 2012 11:29:59 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb8yxgniRF1r8viw8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33096490709http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33096490709Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:59:11 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9qi2bh5ic1rbmeuwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33096367679http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33096367679Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:57:31 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8o5jyFJXc1r3ua19o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33095208047http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33095208047Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:42:01 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbdtm9AIPG1qcwobvo1_r3_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Not trying to be a heartbreaker nor a man eater.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33094667856http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33094667856Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:34:50 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maavkoYl1C1qc9w10o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Being an adult is hard.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33068067049http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33068067049Sun, 07 Oct 2012 00:06:42 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma1cl4tLh91qeahalo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p>I refuse to watch it burn, so I am going the rest of the way alone.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33056720068http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33056720068Sat, 06 Oct 2012 20:25:04 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mapwfyz88W1qb7fuio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I can be a complete coward when it comes to you</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33055273218http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33055273218Sat, 06 Oct 2012 20:03:37 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_macebgGqYh1qz4d4bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I was hoping and trying for so long that something inside me would change for the better. But instead it has slipped further away from me. I am sorry I cant be the person you hoped for. I am sorry that I can’t stay forever.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33049312472http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33049312472Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:36:29 -0700““When people can walk away from you; let them walk. Your destiny is not tied to people who walk away from you. Let them go. You have got to learn when peoples part in your story is over. Nothing just happens…it is no accident .. accept it and move on.””<br/><br/> - <em>T.D. Jakes (via <a href="http://butchrag.tumblr.com/" class="tumblr_blog">butchrag</a>)</em>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048789722http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048789722Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:28:31 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8lhulxPW01qjm9bpo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048753795http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048753795Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:27:59 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7dr5f7TPs1rr0guio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>No crying…yet.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048688187http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048688187Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:27:00 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gorcf0pj1rtkn6wo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p>Its not a bad trait to be so loyal. But at some point you have to learn to let go.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048663109http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048663109Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:26:37 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1t2ylzIBN1r5pg3eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048553414http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048553414Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:24:57 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayu62USUr1rugmfko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I gesture a lot while talking. I also pick at my hands when either nervous or overwhelmed.</p>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048462358http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048462358Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:23:57 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4sspugX6l1qil418o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048398746http://ughs.tumblr.com/post/33048398746Sat, 06 Oct 2012 18:22:37 -0700