I haven’t drank in over 3 weeks.
I haven’t drank in over 3 weeks.
I miss you crawling into bed with me, slipping in next to me, feeling your skin on my skin. Or your head in my lap. I miss our intimacy.
This makes me think of our second date laying next to each other watching a movie after I made you dinner, watching you sleep cuddled up next to me.
I was your safe place and your nightmare at the same time, as you were for me.
(Source: femdomstyle)
This song is currently ripping the stitches out of my heart. I have listened to it at least 30 times today. It makes me remember how things use to be, when it was, fresh, new, raw love. Laying in bed with fingertips on skin, not caring if it was 4am. Opened mouth kisses that felt like fresh air. Listening to breath go in and out, brushing away hair. Things I will never have again and so it breaks my heart again and again.
I have decided as a chapter closes in my life that I will be ending this blog too. I feel this blog has been the ups and downs of a relationship that I am no longer in. I will be starting a new one at some point soon. If you’re interested in following me there send me a message and I will give you my new name. Otherwise thank you for everything you have shared with me.
(Source: id-be-lying)
Not trying to be a heartbreaker nor a man eater.
(Source: babydidyouforgettotakeyourmeds)
Being an adult is hard.
(Source: uptightyouth)
I refuse to watch it burn, so I am going the rest of the way alone.
I can be a complete coward when it comes to you
(Source: mariannapaige)
I was hoping and trying for so long that something inside me would change for the better. But instead it has slipped further away from me. I am sorry I cant be the person you hoped for. I am sorry that I can’t stay forever.